My Story

Husbands

Husbands

Why are they so damn...... everything?! I love that he sees all the good in me, I love that he thinks I'm so sexy and I love that he is willing to do anything for us and our family. So I'm not just bitching to point out flaws or complain complain complain. When I'm feeling down, and I mean darkest of down and I reach out to him and let him know I'm not coping well and he responds with something sarcastic or dirty it makes me feel completely unheard. Unheard and irrelevant. So why did I even reach out?...

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Just a Fat Girl in a Bathing Suit

Just a Fat Girl in a Bathing Suit

It's ok, I'm not being self deprecating! I am overweight, but I am me. I'm healthy overall and I am working on bettering myself. That's actually how I hurt my shoulder so it stings a bit right now to think of haha   But, you've gotta be happy with and by yourself and you have to be comfortable in your skin! If you're not, how can you really LIVE?! So, yes.... I had a major tummy tuck, and yes, I still have work to do.... BUT I am happy with myself overall and I accept my flaws. I still have...

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Does it Ever end?

With Mental Health Awareness Week coming up I took it as a kick in the butt to get back on track with this blogging business. I am a terrible procrastinator! I work on a computer all day, which makes my screen time sky rocket. This means I don't really want to open my laptop and keep looking at a screen haha buuuuut blogging, typing and sharing helps me cope with life and whatever I happen to be going through so I should do more of it. For the last 6 months or so I've been dealing with a shoulder 'injury'...

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I'm Baaaaack

  Missed me, didn't ya?!  I know, it's been quite a stretch since my last blog and I'm sorry! I know y'all are just sitting on the edges of your seats waiting to hear how life is going in the wittiest and most sarcastic vernacular. Being funny is one of my best qualities :) Anyway, life has been insanely busy, hard, sad, happy and stressful as per usual. The holidays are always a stressful time around me and I've been off my meds for quite a while now. It's not something I planned (and it wasn't done the best way...

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The Dark Side- It's everywhere

The Dark Side- It's everywhere

I haven't been active here for a while; It's been kind of a shit show around here in real life. I've been having a very hard time coping with life and have kind of sunk into myself. I have decided to stop taking my medication for my anxiety/bi-polar disorder. (P.S I link those because the medication is prescribed for my anxiety but because it helps my brain work the way it's supposed to it also impacts my bi-polar disorder) Being on Prozac, I do suffer from side effects that sometimes make my life harder such as having zero sex drive....

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