My Story

Being a Grown-up is Hard

Being a Grown-up is Hard

You know all those memes you see about wanting to take naps and have somebody stop you from eating cake whenever you want? Does it make you think about not paying bills, sliding down orchard hills in the winter or spending all day with your friends at the lake?  It does for me!! For a very long time I had almost no bills. I owned my vehicle outright and rented (Inclusive). I wasn't in charge of most groceries or utilities; I had a cell phone, car insurance and whatever else I wanted to do. I thought life was hard then and boy...

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Necrotic Fat- am I coming undone?

Necrotic Fat- am I coming undone?

It's a scary thing, to look down at the site of your major surgery and see a hole where there never used to be.  Clear yellow liquid running down your abdomen is.... curious. Even more curious is when that turns into thick, milky yellow that flows in a steady stream. Squeeze it. Gushing. So gross. So concerning. My first thought was infection, of course. Whenever you have an open wound it will be on your mind, however my incision HAD been healing very nicely so I didn't previously HAVE an open wound. It's been 4 weeks since my surgery and...

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Halfway Mark? Still the Beginning!

Halfway Mark? Still the Beginning!

Wow! I can't believe it's been three weeks already and at the same time it feels like it's been sooooo much longer.  My incision is healing super awesomely, the swelling has reduced and because of that the pain has as well! My mobility is improving on a daily basis and my regular body is starting to show through. I know I won't see the full, calmed down results for a while yet and that's ok. Know why? Because my clothes fit. Because I don't flap when I walk. Because I don't have to lift anything to wash myself. Because I...

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Mini Series- A brief overview of my experiences

Mini Series- A brief overview of my experiences

While these videos are really just overviews I hope they give some insight into what some of your friends and family have gone through or maybe are going through right now Family sometimes interrupts my video making too but guess what? That's part of why I don't want to edit these! Life Uncensored is about real life, door knocking, husbands yelling etc! I could probably go on and on and on and on about my struggles with Depression, Anxiety and how I got through them but I figured an hour and a half was enough haha If you're still with...

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Professional my A**

Professional my A**

Have you ever had a Dr tell you, "No, that's not a thing"? Your whole world comes crashing down and you're left to wonder, "Well what is it then?" because it was another Doctor that told you it was! When I was 20 years old I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia and Bi-Polar II. As a lot of you know, reaching out and following through with help is really damn hard. Admitting you need help, making the phone call and then actually showing up.... that takes guts. Now imagine you're afraid of picking up the...

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